Dear feminism, I Madelyn Rae Enochs do not support you.
unlawful sexual intercourse or any othersexual penetration of the vagina, anus,or mouth of another person, with orwithout force, by a sex organ, otherbody part, or foreign object, without theconsent of the victim.
Two sexual organs touching from a victim and assailant.
After filing a report of the crime, an officer escorted me to a hospital, advising me of a S.A.R.T. Sexual assault response team (aka rape kit) where they remove my clothes and bagged them, and pass them off to my case officer. Followed by photography of my naked body looking for marks and bruising. Swabbing my face, mouth, boobs, vagina and anus. Pouring a blue dye into my vagina to photograph my cervix and look for lesions. I chased the Pill with the tiny dixie cup of water my mouth was so dry and my underwear so wet, that blue dye drained out of me for the days following, humiliation in liquid form and blue in color. The hospital was cold, bright and quite ( besides the cry I could hear from my mother waiting outside the door for me.) I felt so alone, when in reality I had God, my mom, the officer, my SART nurse Sara, and two women from the riverside county sexual assault department supporting me. So embarrassed, I refused the programs to help me. I refused Counsiling and I sucked it up and went about life. I'm not saying that it was the right thing to do, but it was how I coped, until I couldn't any longer, then....
The purpose behind me writing this is-
Only You have the power over your mind,
Only you can change your future,
And Only You are in control of the opportunities you take or turn away. There has never been deprivation in my life, only opportunities I have blinded myself to see. We live in America the Land of Opportunity.... pardon my French but, Make Shit Happen for yourself.
written by Madelyn Enochs
(not worth the amount it would cost to print out)